Dreamweaver

       Update on my health and absence  
             April 13th my 20 year old son took to Fairbanks Hospital specializing in alcoholism  drug addiction. Through all the pain I talked to my friends about and told them of the good pain meds I was on I became addicted to them. I was in the best treatment center in the U.S.A At Least I knew patients from all over the map. I feel like my life has been changed forever and for the first time in my life I want to live. I am working a 12 step program for anyone familiar with alcoholics anonymous or              narcotics, overeaters, gambling anonymous they all go by the Big Book of A.A. This some people think of as a bunch of religious fanatics but in truth no one forces God on you. You choose a power greater than yourself and call this God as I understand him. This isn't for everybody and it is anonymous but I am not breaking anyones anonymity but mine as choose to do with you. I know I am not the only one subject to pain and doctors using more and more potent painkillers as your body gets so used to 1 then it doesn't work anymore and higher doses are used and it is a merry-go-round ride for me anyway. I do not blame the doctors anymore although my family wants to be able to blame someone or something or other than me. Someday I will get through to them that I did it to myself and it will take the rest of my life working these 12 steps and living how God would have me live. I hope you can understand I am remorseful for not being an honest friend. I have a lot of work to do daily. Meetings every day for sure. Then working on this house that I let go for so long. This is my time to grow spiritually and I am really enjoying life now. I am a much better friend now, not that I was a bad person before,I was a sick person that is healing. I still have back problems, I go the 16th of this month for a 3rd. mammogram, there is a 2 centimeter mass in my left breast so I am anxious for now. All I can do is pray that that it isn't cancer if it is I am in better shape now mentally to deal with whatever I need to do to stay healthy for me and my family. I love you all here in Blingeeland
 such wonderful friends you are. Thank you very much for staying faithful with me and now on my road to recovery I need friends like you. Gloria and Kerstie you don't know how much you did to save  my life by talking to me and never judging me when I was so inconsistent. Thank you 
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       Thank you so much dear Claudia Mexi
   KERSTIE, YOU HAVE KEPT ME SANE AND EVEN A HAPPINESS HAS COME INTO MY HEART THIS HOLIDAY SEASON. THANK YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
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Giorgia2015

Giorgia2015 disse:

58 days atrás
Hi friend, please join the new PDB challenge http://blingee.com/group/228/topic/107825-New-Text-Challenge
RedHeadsRule

RedHeadsRule disse:

71 days atrás
I made this special for all of my Blingee friends. It's not much, but it's from the heart. My friends are everything to me. Thank you so much for being one of them!
Happy Valentine's Day!
Gloria

http://bln.gs/b/294xwq
Vykie4XENAresLove4ev

Vykie4XENAres... disse:

206 days atrás
Happy Sunday Fairies!! There is a New THEME Challenge in PDB, come on over and play with us XD
http://blingee.com/group/228/topic/107333--New-Theme-Challenge-Yoga-Fairies
senstx

senstx disse:

375 days atrás
Hello fairy lovers!! A new color challenge awaits you. There are 6 colors! Set your imaginations free! http://blingee.com/group/228/topic/106711-NEW-COLOR-CHALLENGE-4-16-16
RedHeadsRule

RedHeadsRule disse:

436 days atrás
Hi! Sorry this is late but I was out of town on Valentine's Day. Better late than never, I guess! I was thinking of all of my Blingee Friends on Valentine's Day and hoping that love is in each of your hearts EVERY day of the year! Love you all!

http://bln.gs/b/28smpt

Hugs from the heart,
Gloria
boblisa00

boblisa00 disse:

518 days atrás
PDB Color Challenge
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http://blingee.com/group/228/topic/105677-new-color-challenge
KMBJTH

KMBJTH disse:

616 days atrás
BLINGEE LIVES ON!! YAY!!!

http://blingee.com/group/1/topic/108996-Blingee-Lives-On

I have been gone since March, but now I'm back & so happy we don't have to leave!!
mitzi26

mitzi26 disse:

752 days atrás
May Many Easter Blessings Come Your Way. With Lots Of Love, Mitzi

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