Dreamweaver

       Update on my health and absence  
             April 13th my 20 year old son took to Fairbanks Hospital specializing in alcoholism  drug addiction. Through all the pain I talked to my friends about and told them of the good pain meds I was on I became addicted to them. I was in the best treatment center in the U.S.A At Least I knew patients from all over the map. I feel like my life has been changed forever and for the first time in my life I want to live. I am working a 12 step program for anyone familiar with alcoholics anonymous or              narcotics, overeaters, gambling anonymous they all go by the Big Book of A.A. This some people think of as a bunch of religious fanatics but in truth no one forces God on you. You choose a power greater than yourself and call this God as I understand him. This isn't for everybody and it is anonymous but I am not breaking anyones anonymity but mine as choose to do with you. I know I am not the only one subject to pain and doctors using more and more potent painkillers as your body gets so used to 1 then it doesn't work anymore and higher doses are used and it is a merry-go-round ride for me anyway. I do not blame the doctors anymore although my family wants to be able to blame someone or something or other than me. Someday I will get through to them that I did it to myself and it will take the rest of my life working these 12 steps and living how God would have me live. I hope you can understand I am remorseful for not being an honest friend. I have a lot of work to do daily. Meetings every day for sure. Then working on this house that I let go for so long. This is my time to grow spiritually and I am really enjoying life now. I am a much better friend now, not that I was a bad person before,I was a sick person that is healing. I still have back problems, I go the 16th of this month for a 3rd. mammogram, there is a 2 centimeter mass in my left breast so I am anxious for now. All I can do is pray that that it isn't cancer if it is I am in better shape now mentally to deal with whatever I need to do to stay healthy for me and my family. I love you all here in Blingeeland
 such wonderful friends you are. Thank you very much for staying faithful with me and now on my road to recovery I need friends like you. Gloria and Kerstie you don't know how much you did to save  my life by talking to me and never judging me when I was so inconsistent. Thank you 
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       Thank you so much dear Claudia Mexi
   KERSTIE, YOU HAVE KEPT ME SANE AND EVEN A HAPPINESS HAS COME INTO MY HEART THIS HOLIDAY SEASON. THANK YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.
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Vykie4XENAresLove4ev

Vykie4XENAres... disse:

64 days atrás
Happy Sunday Fairies!! There is a New THEME Challenge in PDB, come on over and play with us XD
http://blingee.com/group/228/topic/107333--New-Theme-Challenge-Yoga-Fairies
senstx

senstx disse:

232 days atrás
Hello fairy lovers!! A new color challenge awaits you. There are 6 colors! Set your imaginations free! http://blingee.com/group/228/topic/106711-NEW-COLOR-CHALLENGE-4-16-16
RedHeadsRule

RedHeadsRule disse:

293 days atrás
Hi! Sorry this is late but I was out of town on Valentine's Day. Better late than never, I guess! I was thinking of all of my Blingee Friends on Valentine's Day and hoping that love is in each of your hearts EVERY day of the year! Love you all!

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Hugs from the heart,
Gloria
boblisa00

boblisa00 disse:

375 days atrás
PDB Color Challenge
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http://blingee.com/group/228/topic/105677-new-color-challenge
KMBJTH

KMBJTH disse:

474 days atrás
BLINGEE LIVES ON!! YAY!!!

http://blingee.com/group/1/topic/108996-Blingee-Lives-On

I have been gone since March, but now I'm back & so happy we don't have to leave!!
mitzi26

mitzi26 disse:

609 days atrás
May Many Easter Blessings Come Your Way. With Lots Of Love, Mitzi

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RedHeadsRule

RedHeadsRule disse:

609 days atrás
Happy Easter to ALL of my wonderful friends...and that includes YOU! :D

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Massive hugs from the heart,
Gloria
boblisa00

boblisa00 disse:

665 days atrás
I just made a group called Cookie Dolls/Dolls.Plz join my group and sign up for the challenges as well.Hope to see you there :)

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http://blingee.com/group/89198-c-s

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