"sick of crying,tired of trying,yeah im smiling,but inside im dying!

Im what people call a FREAK!!!!!!!!!! I like to test the limits of life by feeling the pain and anguish that is put upon me. if ya want to know me then read this!
I am kyle sourbeer
I wonder why i try to fake happiness
I hear deadly voices from inside me
I see all the hatred from an unruly society
I want to be happy but cant see the light
I pretend everything is ok when its not
I feel everyones hate as i look into there socalled facade peirceing eyes
I make problems and start trouble
I worry im not going to make it in this happy healthy world
I cry when i see luvdones go through the same ridicule i do
I know nobody truley understands me
I believe i can control the hate i hide within
I dream of death that comes cold and quick
I try hard to please those whom i hold close
I hope you can see who i am on the inside!